My heart always gets hurt. I trust too easily, I believe too much and I give my whole self. In every relationship I have, I give 100%. Unfortunately, that leaves me vulnerable to hurt all the time…and gets me hurt, every single time. I don’t even know how to build walls anymore….after it took 5.5 yrs to have someone break them down, where do I begin to lay the foundation for another one? Because I’m tired of getting hurt.
My eyes still tear up when I think about you, I’m still in love with you. Every. Single. Piece. Of. Me. Misses you.
My heart is so incredibly sensitive. As much as I try to be strong, at the end of the day, I still wish I had someone to text everyday. I wish someone would text me “good morning” everyday. I wish I had someone to surprise. I wish you were still around. I wish I could let things go because maybe, I still wouldn’t be hurt. I feel like an idiot for missing everything still.